It wasn't that funny after all

Yes,I have to admit,I'm getting more and more lazy after days!I have to say this,it's not because I'm really packed but sometimes ordinary days couldn't put a stick in my mind saying that , I have to blog today and say this and that like what I've used to do.

And today,I felt horrible.I did things?No,I said things and I was nasty!
Here's how things get started,
Go for a class like usual and get seated the best seat which is located at the back as we could see things pretty well and there's a couple seating right behind us,and the guy is a person I know since my first semester here and I have exactly no idea about that girl and lets make the guy John and the girl Joanne.Things goes on as usual except I was reading a book,yes I was actually reading a book and Joanne walks down from the lecturer theater and I saw her dressing with a horrible shirt and I said something like,"What the hell,look at how she dresses herself up!She look exactly like a barbie doll which is halfway more to complete its dressing because she looks like a girl which had only few cloth on" How horrible right?And back to my book again!

While the lecturer calling out names(Taking attendance) ,they weren't there and I thought that they went somewhere else and they made a surprise come back after 30 minutes and this guy John actually talked to me softly and say "Attendance taken?" and I do not hesitate to give him reply by saying "30 minutes ago".And after that,they actually went to the front row to get some notes and I was,yes reading the book and they passed by again and they caught my attention.I said something different this time ,"shit, it would be better if she's naked" I pronounced them in Chinese and there were 2 girls sitting right infront of me turned over with smiles and said "Wah! You do really pay attention on them!" And I said ,No!I was distracted by her horribleness!
Oh my god! I couldn't imagine I just said that, and hopefully Joanne wasn't paying attention on what I have said.Imagine that! A person who just talked to me minutes ago and I said that out from my mouth !

The 2nd incident,
Jason was fabulous!He went out there and made his presentation,yeah but atleast he's not using his force "freezing hands" on himself and things actually turned up pretty well.And this girl called Angie actually tried to borrow a book from me,she wants to make a photocopy for herself and I gave her a reply that sounds like this "Eh sure, and when you gonna give me back that book?" and there's a weird look in her face and she told me she doesn't need it anymore after 2 minutes!
My expression was kinda weird at that time and I might look like someone that sells myself high up to billion dollars while talking to her!

The last one
*troot troot* Me and Jason,opps Berry actually, Yes he got this name accidentely while lecturer couldn't hear his name properly and Me and Berry actually got seated on ferry and start talking.I was actually looking for a nice bookmark recently and I saw there's a guy sitting right there reading Harry Potter with a bookmark on it and I told Berry,look at this guy's bookmark and that's so freakin gay! and that guy did a small response like look around or something but he didn't take a glance on me!Omg I was horrible and I couldn't control the volume!Imagine that someone who sat just 6 seats right away from me ,and I don't even know this stranger and I said that to Berry just like that.I wished that I could just walk to him and say,I'm sorry! But that's not possible.I'm a badass recently and say things that people do not really want to hear,I know it's horrible but that's the truth from my heart.I wish that things aren't that easy to express,take time atleast so I won't pronounce it simply :)